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i got a new pipe todayyyy
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i miss david so much.
im a drunkass
and im failing school
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what a fucking tuesday.
ha damn we really do get crazy i love it though.
keeps things interesting.
and i really liked hanging out wiht casey. and all them boyss.
TEXAS NASTY BABY.
but fuck dating no joke hah.
it breaks my heart to watch 2 perfectly good 40's be poured into the rocks damn...
I HATE SCHOOL. blow me fuck.
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today has been the worste day of my entire life.
i dont think i have ever felt this unhappy befor.
i spent the first 4 hours of the day throwing up and feeling like shit..
one of my teachers called in and said i smelled of acohol so i got sent to the office kim came and smelled me and searched me and smelled nothing and found nothing. so they gave me a series of tests to see if i was drunk and i passed them all. then she called my mom and lied to my mom, and ended up tricking her into telling that i had been drinking last night. well although its non of the schools buissness what i do out side of school i still got and ISS for god knows what reason, now the school is calling child protective service, my mom picked me up from school with a drug test,im only allowed out one a night on week nights, i have to go to councling..... all becasue a teacher claimed i smelled like acohol even though kim couldnt smell any thing. i fucking hate highland.
on top of all that daivd is moving and i really dont know what im gonna do, i feel like i didd when ashley died all over agin.
but hey shit happens huh.
im ready to be trashed and i need my smokes.
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We get the closest when you high, or you drunk, or you blow
So I pour the potion, so we could both get high, as we could go
Then I'll get the lotion, and do something to me
this break was bomb. and suprise suprise... im still at highland.
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i love kortni david ryan and mckenna.
MCKENNA COMES HOME TODAY.
so does thorn. WOO
the buzz tommarrow night hell yea hah
we gon get doooooooown
i ran 3 miles yesterday, i seriously need to get a gym membership agin or im gonna be come back to school with a big ol beer belly.
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this break has been so fucking fun...
i have yet to have a sober night.
went to a strip club with some cowboys and david and ryan... im coverd in brusies and stuff....going to the buzz on thursday....and getting a 30 pack tonight whos down?
and for those people who keep asking aoubt me and david... we are super good friends, with some benifits..... and i like it this way.
so keep talking shit.
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shits goin down hill fast.
but fuck it what are you gonna do.
call tonight if your ready to party. HARD
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i dont care what non of yall say i stilll love him.
well i passed english!
and fucking puked my guts out today and blacked out speraticly throughout the day.. but its all good. cause i had fun last night.
and im gonna have more fun tonight so take that.
lieing fuckin bitch nice try. its funny you have to make up stuff to make me seem pathetic, and all i spit is the truth nigga and your still pathecit HAHAH
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i hope you feel real fucking good about yourself. which im sure you do seeing how you ARE one of those people who thrive off other peoples misery. and if you really NEED to make people feel bad to make yourself feel better, i feel sorry for you, more sorry for you than i do my self.
so congrates, i feel like shit and im switching schools, you fucking win how does it feel.
and dont you dare try and say im pathetic OR a bitch. because i ddint do fucking shit to you and im not the one that has to go out of their way to be mean so i can feel better.
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i just got home from dinner with david :)
and im really happy and stuff..
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im fuckin done. done done done
im going to see if i cant get a boundry exception to higley so i can go to school with jamie.
i hate highland i hate tyhe people at highland i hate the teachers everything aobut that school.
im so sick of every one treating each other like shit all the time. and every one having to be cooler and tougher. and trying so despretly to embaress other people so you can look better.
well fuck you.
and im not changing schools just cause of what happend today im changing schools because that just fucking was the last straw you people have pushed me over the edge and im done. after christmas break if all goes well i wont be going to highland any more
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i really really really like daivd.
but i reallyy really really hate feeling like im having to compete with all these other bitches.
SO FUCK YOOU.
cant people just be happy for each other any more instead of being jealious?
i dont think there has ever been a more insicure generation.
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i have no idea how to discribe it... but its pretty tight. and now im sure this is more of a mental problem than it is a feeling, but some times i honestly wonder if it was a dream haha.
and trust me i know im retarded.
down 7lbs. team loco party tonight. im a fucking mess and i dont give a fuck.
dec 10th-dec 12th WHO KNOWWWS
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i love these people they are AMAZING.
and made my sat. night one to rememberrrr HAH
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WOW I THINK LAST NIGHT WAS BY FAR ONE OF THE BESTR NIGHTS OF MY LIFE.
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I hope that our few remaining friends
Give up on trying to save us
I hope we come up with a failsafe plot
To piss off the dumb few that forgave us
I hope the fences we mended
Fall down beneath their own weight
And I hope we hang on past the last exit
I hope it's already too late
And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
Someday burns down
And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
And I never come back to this town
Again in my life
I hope I lie
And tell everyone you were a good wife
And I hope you die
I hope we both die
I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow
I hope it bleeds all day long
Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
We're pretty sure they're all wrong
I hope it stays dark forever
I hope the worst isn't over
And I hope you blink before I do
Yeah I hope I never get sober
And I hope when you think of me years down the line
You can't find one good thing to say
And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way
I am drowning
There is no sign of land
You are coming down with me
Hand in unlovable hand
And I hope you die
I hope we both die
i hope you read that whole thing cause its a damn good song
IM GOING TO WINTERFORMAL WIHT DAVID :)
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today was shity.
fuck you stingy mother fuckers. i hope non of you expect ANYTHING from me.
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damn dude how is my life out side of school so bomb
but then my life in school like so shitty.
I LOVE BRIAN. AND RALLY!
me and dnaika got sushi and her mom bought us bff anklets hahahah. then we got to see our rasta brothas agin... im gonna marry brian if its the last thing i do.
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say a prayer.
and dont ever take any one you love for granet.
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